Dizzy Mom

Today has been one of those days that I find myself praying that I know God won't give me any more than I can handle, but my plate has already been filled, overflowing, and now broken.  Over the last couple of days, I've found my mind wandering, wishing, that this beautiful baby boy didn't have this awful physiology.  I've thought, wow,  it's going to start getting easier... then i remember that he isn't "repaired".  So waking up today with vertigo, myself, pushed me to my max!  I get it every so often and it is awful to feel so dizzy you have to hold on to a wall.  But add to that, caring for little Buddy and all that goes along with him, and his siblings!  We have been blessed with so much help throughout this journey (and we are so grateful to each of you and that huge thank you will come in a future post), but today God sent friends to help me get through today.  I look at each one that helped me and know that they had so much else going on in their lives, but so graciously gave that up to help us, from watching the boys, to bringing food, snacks, lunch, dinner, flowers, prescriptions, baby toothbrushes, and even the calls and texts mean so much and remind me of all the love and support for our family.  I guess it was God's way of reminding me that we'll just get through one day at a time, beat that day and be ready to tackle tomorrow.  (Just wish the boys didn't do so much "tackling" of each other-- especially starting at 6 am!)  Anyway... thank you so much to our amazing support group!  We are so, so blessed and loved.